These days in which God has blessed me with a bank balance, I think of how God was in control when I couldn't afford travelling in the city bus(BMTC) in Bangalore.
Those days are still a treasure in my heart!! I could walk 12 kms to the church & cover the same distance back home, with no regrets - God was making me a strong person u know :0). Not that my dad couldn't give me any money. I somehow felt I shouldn't be troubling my parents any more. (fyi - I was unemployed and looking for a job at that time)
Dad used to give me Rs 300 per month as pocket money; out of which Rs 100 to 150 used to go for charities - God,I have been such a good boy:P
The last 10 to 15 days of the month, I almost had no money. Honestly, if I think back I don't remember feeling bad about it or complaining about not having enough money with me...
Today I have more money, more things... better than what I could have imagined. Though there is a sharp contrast to the amount of money, possessions etc that I have now & to what I had 3 yrs back, I know for sure that God is in control now & so he was 3 yrs back. I believe, lack of money or more money or the current market situation doesn't determine my life, but Christ alone!!
I can say, "The Lord is my shepherd I shall not want ;)"
I love my Jesus!
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